Just when you thought you processed something through, something comes up to remind you that some of it still lingers inside. And your irritation with others remind you of stuff/shadows you hold inside.
I lay quietly in stillness and feel compassion for my boss who does not value the staff/volunteers/slaves (work exchange for place to stay) for i acknowledge the times that i have not valued all who pass through my life assisting me (and know that there are others who still do but i may not see) and i forgive and feel. but then i go out, interact with him, and the irritation arises once again and the serenity becomes less serene as my moment of clarity returns to the messy human realm that includes myself.
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